| wow things just got REAAAALLY bad. im in some big ruts right now, not really going anywhere. i dont know what to do but i have had bad thoughts. its kinda scary when you dont know where you next moment will be spent, on earth or heaven. im takin all this kinda rough and dont feel too good at all, physically or mentally or emotionally. im so appreciative for everything in my life, i never know when it could be gone. i miss HER so much now, wow it hurts so bad when i think about her. i just wanna be with her again, but i know that can't realistically happen again. i want to see her and apologize for not being there, and tell her i love her so much. i do love you. thank you for all the memories, they made me who i am today. i owe you everything, you are such an awesome person. thank you so much, I LOVE YOU.
RIP
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| i love the radio and rednecks.. party on! black used panties on the side of the road.... |
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| ok well school comes back tomorrow!! i am not to happy but i am kinda looking forward to having something to do in the day other than sleeping till 12 or 1. I got a lot of sleep in over the holidays. It was a nice change. I had a great CHRISTmas, my presents were pretty good, i can't complain. It was my last christmas at home, so that was kinda sad. hey brb lol |
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| MERRY CHRISTMAS YOU GUYS!!! HOPE YOU HAVE A GOOD ONE!!! LOVE YOU ALL.......... |
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WELL I finally am updating my xanga. It took me long enough. Hows life been to all yall?? I been doing pretty good but I just have been so busy lately with work and church and school. I am so happy that we have just one more day left before the holidays. I have been doing so much flying around Louisiana. I have made three trips to Natchitoches to see the lights and the fireworks from the air. It was very pretty. Me and my dad went flying Saturday afternoon just to go and he took alot of pictures of the city. He got a lot of pictures of the mall and stores and my neighborhood. It was fun. I also went flying Sunday during the X-mas Parade, there was alot of people. I took the ACT last saturday and it was actually pretty easy. I thought it was easier than the one in October. I have to fly up Friday night to Ruston to pick up my brother from Tech, he doesn't feel like driving home but my parents need to talk to him bout something. He just proposed to his girlfriend of 8 years and didn't think to tell my parents about it before hand. Sooooo now they need to talk to him bout stuff. Its gonna be a good talk. Ima stay home and watch the fireworks, for once it wont be me getting in trouble with my parents. They told him about 2 months ago that if he asked her to marry him w/o telling them first he would cut them off financially. My dad told me now that I am the favorite son because of what he did. Well Christmas is right around the corner and I dont know what i am getting. I hope to get some stuff for my car. I wanted a brushguard for my car and some other stuff too. My dad said for sure I am getting a gas card b/c my gas is $38.00 to fill up every week. I have bad gas mileage. My tires made my gas mileage go down bad. I will finish this later. I am in school. peace |
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